We take it in, the feeling of freedom, as we live in our temporary American Dream.
We take it in, the feeling of freedom, as we live in our temporary American Dream.
On the Fourth of July
No Indian food today. Only American. All American. Dad wakes up early in the morning to start smoking
the brisket before the Texas heat swells into the day. He fires up the grill, ready with kinds of Fourth of
July food staples. Hot dogs. Beef patties. Chicken drumsticks smothered in barbecue sauce. Corn on the
cob. Mom wakes up early, but lets her children sleep in as she heads to the kitchen. She ties an apron
around her, knowing that she will need it upon looking at the ingredients in front of her. Granny smith
apples. Cold butter. Brown sugar. Flour. Eggs. Her children rub their eyes as they come from their rooms
about three hours later, following the scent of the fresh-baked apple pie. Mom tells the story of how it was
the first American food she learned to make once coming from Kerala. How her first pie was sour from
not enough sugar and the wrong kind of apples. How she overcooked many pies in her day. How many
times she burned pies and set the house on fire. Her children hold back their giggles, but much like any
good mother, she can see through them easily. Mom lightly slaps the poking fingers heading to her
homemade pie and tells her children to get dressed. She has a fun game for them to play.
Mom takes the kids to the store with her. She turns the shopping list into a scavenger hunt. If they can find
all the items she asks for, they get popsicles. Kids go sprinting down every aisle grabbing items on the
shelves. Red solo cups. Napkins. Paper plates with the orange flowers on them. White sugar. Potato salad.
Peaches. Milk chocolate bars. Graham crackers. Marshmallows. The large yellow bottle of lemon juice.
Crinkle-cut BBQ potato chips in a red bag. They win her game. Mom opens the large freezer door to the
popsicles as her children make their selection: the red, white, and blue striped ones that are shaped like a
rocket. She tells them to wait until lunch to enjoy them to avoid spoiling their appetite.
Mom finds the large pitcher and starts making lemonade. White sugar makes the sour mingle of lemon
juice and water all the more sweeter. She adds her not-so secret ingredient of peach juice along with slices
of the fruit into the pitcher. The last thing she adds is the ice, making the pitcher frosty with cool dew
settling on the surface of the glass. The other aunties who arrived so far ask if they can help her in any way.
She smiles while wiping the sweat off her brow to tell them she has it all under control. Once she brings
the pitcher to the backyard, she summons everyone to gather.
We gather around noon in the backyard. The rich smell of smoked brisket calls to all of us. We say a prayer
before grabbing out plates. Thanking the Lord for giving us a life in this country. For bringing us together
to celebrate what freedoms we possess. Once we say “Amen”, we dig into the barbecued feast. Aunties
wearing sunglasses and striped capri pants while sipping lemonade with their feet in the water. The
teenagers take a break from their phones to make s’mores around the camp fire. Little kids running around
the trees in the backyard with red, white, and blue popsicles melting down their brown skin. As evening
reaches, everyone in town comes together to watch the fireworks in the neighborhood park. Families from
every neighborhood and every background. A vendor passes out sparklers to the crowd and glow sticks to
the kids. Another vendor hands out snow cones to everyone. Children stick out their colorful tongues at
each other, unable to contain their giggles. Dads hold their children on their shoulders so they can see the
show. All of them smile at the sight of exploding colors in the night sky. All of them, no matter the color of
their skin or the sound of their voice. We are all American during this day. The one day we have no doubt
that we belong in this country. We take it in, the feeling of freedom, as we live in our temporary American
Dream.
Sonia Charales is a South Indian American writer and artist. Her work involves exploration of South Indian culture, the beauty of nature, nostalgia, and healing. Her work appears most recently in antonym, Suspension Literary Magazine, The Firefly Review, Cordelia Magazine, and elsewhere.